Depression Expressed In Full

Knife Deep In Chest

Blood All Over Your Sweater Vest

I need $

I put my trust and time in the wrong places.

Im gonna rip that pussy up with my dick

kill her clit, suffocate that bitch.

Screaming at that cunt “Don’t fucking gag”

Cut her body up till it fits in the bag.

One worthless whore gone from this planet

Put the car in drive and slam it, stinking of grime.

You were never worth the time, or even the money.

You were worth this moment only.

You fucking slut, just decompose so I can be rid of you already.

Tomorrow is the day I was born.

I wish I wouldn’t have to deal with it.

I don’t like life right now.

I don’t like the people in my life right now.

fuck, i’m depressed as shit right now.

I wanna slice my eyelids the fuck off.

Those stupid cunts!
I don’t want to sleep.

I want to shove images down my optical throat

until I puke some red slime out of my mind.

I wanna drink this red slime until I’m out of my fucking mind.

Give me Robitussin, Give me Delsym, Give me Vicks.

Give me Hell, I wanna fucking drown in surreality.

My liver please fail soon, so I could be prescribed drugs

My throat please collapse soon, so I could be prescribed drugs

My heart please attack soon, so I could be prescribed death.

bad with words

worse with control

LIFE sucks get a better gameĀ 

I feel more comfortable being away from sociality.

I prefer eating alone. I’d rather not have a home.

People make me ill. Don’t tell me what you think.

Don’t talk to me. Don’t look at me.

Don’t breathe.

Nothing ever change.

I wanna slay them all.

Don’t listen, ignore and leave for me

boredom and glumness.

I don’t need you or you or you

in my life or me or me or me

I wanna burn memories,

Tear apart futures. I want to destroy the universe

but only in my mind, in my conscious because

it doesn’t exist otherwise.

I keep ramblin’ off

in short, fuck you all.